things that make u say hmmmm

i'm stuck!i have a job trade that i love having but can't figure out if i like using it.by trade i'm a framer. building houses.every so often i get really tired of the terrible pain that my back endures while framing so i get the bright idea of looking fer another job.problem....nobody wants to hire a "dumb ass uneducated framer" to do shit for em. i love the hell out of framing but at the same time i hate it cuz it just continues to destroy my already jact up back!!so now i've gotten us and pretty much kept us in an extremely tight position of "oh shit how are we going to make our bills?" my life story!!!lack of motivation when most needed. only i don't feel that way.that's what i'm told is wrong with me.i feel i can do without.only now it's not just me it's us.and soon it'll be us with one more added to it.FUZZ!!!!!!!! i'm already stressed the freak out and have been since it was my turn to do all the werk.that's fine.i'll cope.i deserve that much.see Robyn has always taken care of us in the past.so she got pregnant and werked till unable to.fer awhile i had two jobs, frame during the day flip burgers at night.now and fer the past couple of months it's solely been flippen burgers part time.hardly enough to pay the bills!thank you Dr.Guthrie fer tha help!!!But now it's crunch time and no more help from pops!and robyn is feeling it really bad.therefore i'm feeling it even worse.she doesn't feel like she can count on me.and i'm not saying that's unjust.i've tried and been trying to support us.could have, should have tried harder. i know. so since nobody wants to hire me i ended up calling my old framing boss and begged him to give me werk that he doesn't have. in a week or so he's got a good sized house coming up to build fer a doctor that he said i could help out on.LONG LIVE THE DOCTORS!!!!and the cool ass framing bosses!!!so i'm back to square one......FRAMING.....
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so shit on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to anybody who reads this i'm sorry u did so.just thinking out cyberly.......

still tryin things on fer size

well i still can't figure out how to get a pic posted on my profile and in tryin to do so i have accomplished simpley posting pics on my blog.just as well i guess. i think i like just posting the pics instead of the typing.it is i guess pretty cool having somethin new to try and figure out and also getting to communicate with new folks from around. so i guess it's back to the grinden stone and tryin to tackle this profile problemo. then maybe i'll be able to actually check out other peoples blogs.one more thing i've not been able to expeirence yet. Later Dayz folks.

look at my baby girl!!!!it's my Avery 

born killer 

super stretched!!! Just my size! 

just beautiful!!! 

a master piece 

R.I.P. Indian Larry 

got me on the jump but couldn't hold the lead 

some day.....some day..... 

me and the wifey 

now we're really up to no good clubbin style 

me and the boyz up to no good 

my future death bead 

my boy fresh out the pen 

my fast my furious 

ok so now i gotta start over

ok so i had a nice little post started before i fuct it up by tryin to drag a pic outta folder into my little typing box here and that doesn't werk fer shit. fer some reason i can't seem to pick up on this hole url stuff. i'm not a computer dummy but not exactly an expert either. i do want to thank the peeps that have stopped in to welcome me to this new cyberworld of blog. i can't wait to figure out this hole blog set up thing so i can trick my shit out and post some cool shit. ok until next time ....... later dayz

dracula

well i wake up to a call from my mother on the 4th saying that our plans were cancelled due to one of the cats missing...name...Dracula. i raised Dracula from a very tiny kitten 2 weeks after my parents moved to Arlington,Tx about 13 yrs ago. So the Hero that i am i packed up Robyn and Avery into the batmobile and head for the homestead. we get there and parents are still at albertsons making copies for the neighborhood postings. we weren't there 10 min.s before my skills acquired from many episodes of csi and from being batman lead me straight to crime scene where i find my dear friend indesposed and motionless. emediate reaction ANGER. dogs live in that backyard, he never goes in that yard because of that. dogs owner a mean mean man that is in his 40's atleast and still gets a kick out of shooting little birds with a pelet gun. so with all that said my 4th suct ass. Goodbye dearest friend of mine i love you very much Dracula take care of Max and Csonka and i'll see u soon.

A.K.A. Batman

welp here it is...i've been brought to the darkside.....go figuire....the things we dispise the most are often entriguing to use for whatever reason.